I'm Sorry, its been awhile.

So i know i haven't updated my blog since, August? but i promise i'm going to try and be better about it the next couple of weeks.

Recently i've become more into (and aware of) fashion. I don't know what sparked it, but boy am i glad something did. I wasn't aware until recently how BLAND my wardrobe was. I know most of it is due to the lack of money or shopping trips i've had but seriously guys, you couldn't just drop me a hint on how distasteful i looked?
My roommate encouraged me to go online shopping (thank you courtney!) because she knows how much i hate having to go into a store and try on clothes. This was like a godsend. I have no idea what rock i was under earlier and why i didn't think about doing this forever ago, it probably had something to do with my extreme fear of identity theft and mistrust of the internet, but i've finally overcome that fear.
I've become obsessed with leather! I know PETA, forgive me later or don't, i could care less. Blazers and "jeggings", i know i know, are also up there with my new obsessions. Call me crazy, but fall is definitely by far my favorite season and not just because my birthday month is september. Give me boots and sweaters any day.

Some things i've had my eye on:

The Confessions of a Broke College Student.

Today I worked for approximately two and a half hours. I'm beginning to think that I need to start searching for a second job because $2.13 per hour for two and a half hours a day is not gonna hack it to pay my bills plus feed me and my cat and still have enough left over in order to binge on alcohol every weekend (and some days in between).

I'm worried, and I damn well think I should be. But where to start applying? Another Serving job is out of the question; i'm not trying to find a reason to blow my brains out, so yes, a desk job or something similar is in order. And the search begins...

Grunge is Out

Nothing is better than listening to a band you haven't heard in years whom you used to idolize. Listening to it again for the first time in ages I always hear the music differently and I continue to find things that i'd never heard before and love. It reminds me why I incessantly played the same tracks over and over again much to my mothers demise back in my younger years.

It also reminds me that I had a "grunge" phase in high school and that helps me to remember why I haven't heard this song in ages; for good reason.

The Parent Trap Syndrome.

When I have a day off of work, I try to make it as productive as possible; but of course I usually have random spurts of pure laziness and I end up surfing the internet. Today for instance, i've spent the past half hour reading John Mayer's tumbler. I found myself reading every entry with utter shock that he has an outstanding talent for writing. Does this make me a bad person; thinking to myself that because someone is extremely talented in one spectrum of life that they don't have other impressive abilities? I knew john mayer was a talented song-writer, so why would I think his everyday language wouldn't be impressive as well? Also, i've come to the realization that my brother and him are one in the same. They look alike, their mannerisms (from what i've seen) resemble each other and their interests (from what i know) are disturbingly similar. I don't know if that is creepier or if the fact that i just wrote an entire blog about john mayer is. However i do feel that if my brother and him met they would be the best of friends, I'm sad that this will most likely never happen.